Recent experience: Slowing down time, intentionally. 

This expanded awareness that has come through these last several weeks continues to amaze my lower self as it continues to ascend. 

Yesterday, I woke up and had so many things to accomplish. My days are usually very flowy, but yesterday "others" energy created this fast vibration that I allowed into my field (they were not present, but distant interactions were taking place). I immediately became aware of how fast the vibrational field was spinning around me. At that moment, I FELT the chaos of the old days that I "used to know". It was familiar. It was the frequency at which I operated at years ago... and I closed my eyes and said "no". Not allowing this. So I slowed down, breathed and tapped in on a much higher level, which was very calm and at ease. 

The old way was to re-act, with the same vibrational frequency or even to create it with an emotional response that matched the same. I would have gone bonkers, run around like crazy, gone into panic mode, freaked out, control, expectation, chaos galore. I stepped back, separated my energies from those vibrating really fast and allowed them to be responsible for their own energy. I stopped interaction in the entire situation and removed my energy. Immediate change. I looked at the clock, thought of the million things I "needed" to accomplish in the next 30 minutes and intentionally slowed everything down. I moved with the speed of that frequency, not allowing my thoughts to wander into chaotic energy. 30 minutes later, EVERYTHING had been accomplished, with ease and time to spare!

Immediately, I was "shown" how it all worked, so that I could understand. I could see all of the frequencies slowing down and how "time" as we perceive it, is activated by the frequency that we operate at. So, fast fast vibrations, time appears to pass fast. Slow slow vibrations, time appears to pass slowly. 

I had been exposed in the past to slower "experiences", by observing everything as it passed. I had never been able to manipulate it, realize it's non-existence at all, and then to observe it as it all just passed in front of my being as if an instant replay to teach me. It was yet another amazing experience that I add to my tool-belt to help share with others.

As we ascend lower frequencies, the tests and lessons seem to be changing. It feels that every level "completed" allows our soul to move to the "next" level of "tests" to achieve in resolving duality and maintaining the current frequency level for periods of time. I only have my soul's experience to draw from, so I share from my experiences that I "see" from a higher perspective.

It appears that while we still maintain lower vibrational frequencies in our energetic soul field, then the experiences we have to keep dealing with match that vibrational frequency (physical world). Then once we hit a higher frequency, and have mastered majority of the physical world stuff, the level of tests changes (at least the way we perceive them). We experience from such a heightened state of awareness (expanded awareness), where nothing is personal, while being thrown back into the lower frequencies here & there, to cause us to release the last remnants of physical world "junk", while working to maintain our higher frequencies. The longer we can maintain, the easier it is to elevate to the next level, when it is "deemed" time. 

We still have much to learn, which means we learn on each frequency elevation. The tests are then spiritual ones, and the access to information is expanded with each one too. I now experience "Quantum" experiences constantly, whereas these were extraordinary concepts before, that I could in no way comprehend, other than barely logically. To actually "physically" experience slowing down time, cross-dimensional healing, telepathic healing/communication, and the list continues as each moment changes. I don't even refer to "time" the same way. There is not time. I can see everything in "one moment". We don't "move" anywhere. We don't go forward or backwards. Every moment exists simultaneously. It is hard to explain, as I comprehend it without the words right now. Later, I am sure.  Not only do I experience them, I am receiving instructions on how to manage and teach these things in simplistic form so more can access them for the times we are coming up on.

I have been "tested" to see if I could maintain a certain level of light, without dropping back into old pattern habit frequencies. I would maintain a high level for awhile, then "drop" off into low places of despair for no reason. The test was how I dealt with those, how long they lasted, did I resort to old habits, and could I change the frequency at which I managed. This happened in cycles that continued until I embraced them with ease, maintained my vibration, released quickly and did not fall back on old habits. Once I achieved those, after repeated tests, the level of tests changed again.

One of the hardest to overcome, was what appeared as even further separation. I started to understand how we all may not have the same "focus" on our journeys. It appeared that I had assumed that everyone wished to achieve the level of peace & non-duality that I had come to experience. I mean, who would not strive with every fiber of their being for "this". But, repeatedly, souls would come in, get "training" then revert back to what was safe and "throw it all  away". That was really hard. I finally realized that my "purpose" was to focus on raising vibrations, provide the tools and opportunity and allow their spirit, their soul to experience whatever they had left to endure on their own. Beyond that was "my" physical world need and to step away and allow, without judgment or expectation, as this is all part of the duality. I also found their need to "go back" meant that there were still lower dimensional experiences that their soul had yet to experience or resolve, and that they would remain there until those energies were cleared. 

The "distance" seems even greater now, as the altitude we reach is much higher than before. Many want to become "friends", which is fine, but friendship is a 3D/physical world experience and it sounds so cold, but it's not. What we can maintain in a much higher dimension is far greater than the physical world friendships. I have learned that I cannot lower my frequency to match those around me who make a conscious choice not to increase theirs. I did that, as part of another test, until I learned not to. The lower self experiences hurt and other attachment feelings. It takes things personal. Our soul self, which operates at a much higher frequency, absolutely loves everyone, unconditionally. It also now is driven with purpose, that is seated deep within the soul. It feels like a "mission" to complete. It is part of our test to see if we are able to maintain forward movement in accomplishing our purpose, and not get sidetracked on 3D experiences. The higher beings see the bigger picture, the overall everything and the physical has limited place there at this time. Even our relationships with lower beings serve different purposes (saving that for a later post). Our purposes are now being expanded to more of the masses, where as many of us "practiced" while learning on individuals or small groups. We are now being guided (and provided) so that we can teach more to reach masses, but we had to pass our tests before we could fulfill this part of our purpose. Every soul counts. Every soul we help, helps another. Teaching will allow for more to help & teach, creating the ripple affect. We all create our own ripple to contribute & span out and blanket by the interwoven purposes we all share. 

When we do come together with another "of our kind" operating at such a high frequency, words are not necessary, and there is a total and complete understanding of everything. There is no competition, there is no duality, friction. There is trust and respect and a love that has nothing to do with the physical. It is like finding a family member, a piece of our self, as that really is what it is. A part of our whole. 

More of these soul unions will be experienced as we are drawn together while maintaining the frequency that allows for this. These unions are exquisite and this is what we all have access to as we continue to ascend. Utter and complete perfection. For this connection can only be experienced with a pure and clear heart. One that is an open channel to connect to the universal heart of one. 

How exciting to launch this new site for the purpose of helping other souls expedite and understand their own journey!

On 8/23/12, I received transmissions in my sleep and woke up with "purpose" of things to accomplish. Never knowing what to expect during the "sleeping" state anymore, higher guidance is always welcomed and appreciated with the utmost gratitude and respect. From that, this site name & purpose was born. As also in the past (i.e. Transcending Consciousness site), I got the name, but didn't understand any of it. I did get shown that was what I had been doing all of this time (this year & previous) and through the last few months have continued to follow every bit of guidance I recognize. I was "shown" that it was of the utmost importance to continue to do these integrations and guided to purchase this domain. But then, again, sat there with a domain without the "information" of what to do with it. I had yet to possess the understanding and researching was just a bunch of words that didn't make enough sense for me to put it all together for others. This too served a purpose. 

I do what I do from a knowing within my soul. I totally understand what I do. I just didn't have the proper words to describe it. It was like speaking my own language and not being able to communicate. But I did continue to do sessions and learn with every experience, knowing that rest is a huge part of this entire process, so when I have downtime, I have to take it. This means not answering the phone sometimes, as that too has to have balance. The sessions took me and those I worked with to whole new levels that had not been accessed before. Amazing just isn't adequate anymore, as those things that used to be considered phenomenal are now part of the norm. It is truly a strange thing. (but in a great way!)

Last night I was again awoken to physical upgrades being done on my body. I have had this many times before and each one is exquisite and elevates me to a whole new level. My solar plexus chakra was having extensive work done on it, and it was being spun for what felt like a long time. I remember some kind of energy being done to my left arm/wrist/hand... which is my receiver hand.. but not sure what that was (yet). I woke up to the skin over my 3rd eye chakra busting out... along with some other oddities. Along with this came a multitude of new information. I was awoken again, eyes wide open and alert, only a total of 5 hours and there was absolutely no way I could go back to sleep. Tons of information started flooding through and went on the entire day.

It was translations, information and I deleted all previous information sitting on this site from "research" and typed what came through. I still have no idea what it says, just an overall idea. I suddenly had an entirely new understanding from a soul level. I had been elevated to integrate even more, with activation information, purposes, and in channeling/connecting, even the association changed. It was like I was "upgraded" to a master status, was told to start teaching teachers and those I have always referred to as "they" were no longer they... when I am in that place it is now "WE". 

One message that I did not type out yet, keeps coming through, so I will post it here:
Ups & downs (lows & highs) are being created faster & faster, more & more to "push" those who need to clear to be able to do so. Those who have cleared majority, will notice, but won't be as affected by this. Those who have avoided and suppressed, will have it come up to release. It is getting done FOR those who are meant to experience this. More souls are having to endure more bottoming out faster, more often, to force them into their heart space in order to override their mind and force them into their hearts in order to clear more. Knowing that time doesn't exist, in this context of time, time is of the essence for the moment we stand in right now. And as I type, I am "seeing" time come to a standstill.... exquisite. Those who refuse to listen to their soul, who are not meant to ascend at this point will just suffer and go back into their mind mentality. Those who are meant to step forward will do so as they allow it to come up and release. It is very necessary. If you wish to move forward, you must choose to allow. It is all free-will and we all have a choice. Those of us who weathered the "worst" of it before are following higher guidance, so the "pains" of the physical world are not as present in this reality. Manifesting is at our fingertips as long as we stay on path in trust and in our purpose here. 

Experiencing the very highest vibration of love and light... from my soul to yours. 
I look forward to what is to come with each of you.